haven't been blogging this few days cause my grandma passed away and i had to go back to kedah... it happened quite sudden actually, everythings still quite a blur come to think bout it... all i know is suddenly my cousin coming to my house telling me the news, my mom and bro rushing back from melaka and then us rushing back to kedah in the middle of the night... my grandma wasn't suffering from any sickness so it came quite as a shock for us, she just went while taking her afternoon nap, mayb it was for the better no suffering no pain for her... seeing my mom cry the first few days was really something hard to take, moreover my uncle and aunt were in us at tat time so she had to handle everything before they came back, was really stressful to see her like tat... i dun think dying is all tat scary, it's having all ur loved ones suffer at the loss that pains me... well mayb grandma is in a better place now, just hope that she rests in peace...

life is so short so take time to appreciate the people all around you...