since i've got ntg 2 do i've been listening to music 4 a whole day, these are 5 songs tat u should really check out

1. stop and stare - oneRepublic
omg really nice song, this is really a band 2 look out for, i think this song is even better than apologize, nice lyrics 2!
2. won't go home without you - maroon 5
i didn't really like the first 2 songs from their 2nd album but this 1 has got them back in my books, something along the lines of she will be loved, must listen!
3. halo - haley james scott
saw this on ning shuang 's blog and normally i'm not really a fan of girl's songs(i'm not a sexist i just dun like it) but this is really a nice song taken of the one tree hill soundtrack, if u like one tree hill ur sure to like this song if u don't well u'll like it as well...
4. tongue tied - faber drive
i never heard of this band but i heard this song on radio quite a few times, i bet everyone can relate to this song, when sometimes u just can't tell tat special someone wat ur thinking and stuff, u get just well tongue tied...
5. bubbly - Colbie Caillat
the my space girl i bet everyone know's her by now, i like her 2 i dunno mayb i got something 4 blondes lol( just like hayden panettiere!)

it's new year and i'm home alone this really sucks, it's not tat i want 2, i wanna go out but now this is my condition, presenting the new and improved tan jian liang

yup i got this while playing football on sunday, 5 stiches to the head just above my eye which means i am automatically entitled 2 stay at home till it heals.... god i thought i would never get an injury like this as long as i dun play football with yee ming boy am i wrong... 2 ppl went 4 the ball with their heads next thing i know i'm on the floor and blood is everywhere, just thank god 4 all the ppl there... i mean they washed my wound and everything 4 me, and this lady, aunt may which i didn't know, she called her son and her friends to come pray 4 me, i mean i'm not a christian so i was abit stunned and just sat there in silence but tat was a really nice gesture of her, she even fetched me to the clinic and home and stuff, which just goes to show there are still good samitarians in this world!

good thing my parents didn't kill me or ban me from playing football or anything i think their just happy 2 see me in 1 piece... but my dad is having a real laugh bout it, cause there's swelling above one eye and it's hard 2 open it, and everytime he see's me he starts smiling 2 himself, i think he look's even happier than when he took my small bro's pmr results!

jolly bad time 2 get this kind of wound, i'm going sabah next week and i may not be able to go snorkelling and stuff, i can't eat all the seafood arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun even know if my parents will let me go genting on the 3rd, i mean wat if i'm on the roller-coaster and there's a rush of blood to my head and the stitches open??? wow a blood fountain so cool lol...

well. it's a new year and u gotta be optimistic, so thing's can only get better right?(seriously touchwood and cross my fingers i had enuf bad luck d, super bad case of murphy's law) well tomorrow may not be better but a better tomorrow will always come so pray hard 4 me!

i hadn't touched my guitar in a long time, actually i have, but after playing for 10 minutes i put it down, i dun know y.... i know i should be practising and stuff but somehow i just dun have the drive to do so, oh pls someone help me....
i love my guitar it's probably the most expensive thing i ever owned, so y am i neglecting it??

btw, did u know my guitars name is virgin? perfect name since it's owner is so pure lol...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

from a return to love by marianne williamson

can't believe it's only been bout 2 weeks since stpm is over, it felt like aeons... been going out the past few days went taman pertanian on friday and unfortunately it rained, so romantic lol... so we spent the majority of the time in the swimming pool and i have a confession 2 make I DUNNO HOW 2 SWIM! well i know it's kinda disgraceful, a girl even said 2 me before a guy tat doesn't know how 2 swim is the most useless kind of guy sob sob... so wat, i'm tall enough i won't drown! then we had to skip the trip 2 rumah iklim because it was so darn cold, it was quite nice overall but there are still alot of places we didn't go so hope there's a next time...



but it took so freaking long 2 get back -.-, i reached home at bout 7 something which meant i couldn't go to the battle of the bands sob(sorry michael...)

and then on sunday we went to a japanese buffet in kl called saisaki in wisma uoa, and the food there was really quite good, a huge amount of variety, it's 52++ and i would say it's quite worth it if ur a japanese food lover...


note: this is not the actual represantation of the food there, this is actually the food that we couldn't finish lol, all thanks 2 melody!

well i haven't been doing anything but going out since my stpm finished but yesterday i did something real productive, i registered for my sat, yes i did something that concerns academics! well anyway i was filling out the form online and there came a part to describe yourself

i'm like wtf, why the hell do you wanna know if i'm asian or black or wat, are u gonna put me in a different uni just cause of my skin colour?? well there's a i do not wish to respond answer so mayb they have already gotten alot of stick 4 it but seriously tat is so damn biased!

Song lyrics | Seize The Day lyrics

wow, been almost a year since i blogged, 357 days 2 be exect... well i didn't really have the time u see, stpm is not exactly the easiest exam on the face of the earth... well anyway it's over and i dun wanna think bout it anymore, the important thing is i'm back! and tat should put a smile on ur face! lol...

today i met a guy who was formerly my scout senior on the bus to sp, we talked bout our studies and lifes, he was studying engineering and i am planning to do so too so lot's in common... actually it felt kind of weird talking so personally with him like tat... i mean i remember him as a senior tat was kind of strict and most of the time listening to him talk was 2 hear his instructions or advice( most of the times was also to get f***ed) so it sure was a different experience...

i guess in some ways this just goes to show tat it's inevitable tat life is changing, of course i would love 2 cont living in a period where i was so naive and innocent( i still am lol) but then time and tide waits 4 no man... time sure has flied, one of my best friends is already studying in australia, the other one is going there next year leaving me here, wat am i 2 do? i guess i'll just have to move along with the flow...

on another note, later tat night i got hit by a squash racket... ya laugh if u want u freaking sadist! it was totally accidental, the guys swung the racket 2 wildly and it landed right in my face, thankfully just a few cm above my eye... well luckily i have a very responsible coach cause the moment i opened my eyes i saw him running towards me to check on me, but then mayb it's a bad thing 2 cause he stopped me from playing anymore after tat, damn... just one more thing 2 say, ow it really hurts.................................